Crappy Days

I woke up kind of on the grumpy side today and it just of set the tone for the rest of the day.  My computer had issues and it took until about 3:00 p.m to get somebody to help me get it working.  Unfortunately, I left work without it being fixed.   The ICS guy hopefully was sticking around to complete the clean up process.  Actually I am hoping it is a hardware issue and I get a new computer.  Not likely, but I can hope.

Our new program in less than impressive.  I knew there would be some things I didn't like about, but I will be honest.  I don't like it.  Maybe after a year or so of working out the kinks it might become somewhat useable, but not yet.  The other issue is having the local leaders follow simple instructions - why is so hard???  I know they are just volunteers trying to do their best, but I wish some would apply themselves just a little bit (that was a bit judgemental wasn't it?)

In my time of following blogs - I have followed two seperate families on opposite sides of the country.  having different religious beliefs, go through having a spouse lose the battle to cancer.  Both of them young, (under 50 years of age) leaving behind such cute families.  My heart aches again for the one I read about this morning.  I can't imagine losing my spouse at this stage of life - well really at any stage.  This woman's faith and courage has been absolutely amazing.  My prayers go to her and her family - there is still a hard road ahead and they will need all the support and prayers they can get.  Death of a loved one is so hard to endure - I can't imagine doing it all, let alone without the faith I have in God's plan.

So with that - hug your loved ones - tell them how much you care for them and appreciate them.  Our time here is so short.  And here is to a better tomorrow.

Ta Ta for now